Sunday, May 17, 2009

WOW

WOW
By Khari D. Hawke



My reaction.... 
Wow 
Getting my thoughts together in these past couple of days 
Has most definitely been the hardest thing to do 
I went from talking s***t, to paying attention, 
To giving too much attention, to I love you 
Wow 
I question now with the feelings inside myself 
The knot in my chest 
The warm saliva in my mouth 
I question if it was far too much too soon 
I've expected way much more then what's willing to be chewed 
Which leaves me with a cold plate 
Making it easy for the words to roll off my lips 
"P***y nigga do you" 
Knowing that's not what I want when I wept for you 
Climbing over my own self made walls with heavy weights of insecurities 
Just to give myself to you 
Feeling like the fool now asking myself what did you do 
After over a year of side lines, I'm thinking 
Now it'll be just a shame to walk away and say this is the best thing to do 
wow 
S***t, if I pointed out your words I'm clear on how you feel bout me and things 
I'd think we were already through 
And being that you meant what you said, makes it more vivid then the sky being blue 
What f***ks me up is that I've already confessed my heart to you 
Wow 
I decided not to move even if it means denying my heart of its just due 
f***k, if my eyes were free from water then I could see what the f***k I'm typing but I'm like f***k that too 
We were so much more happier when I aint claim you 
But now I cant just treat you like some ole regular snack piece because I love you 
So when you say I've become mushy and emotional 
I'd rather you call it what you must see it as 
Soft 
I mean I'm no longer da dude putting you off 
Sadden that puttin you on top 
means I'm da maybe maybe not 
now im riding you hard and you're suppose to be the fan of cock 
while losing your attention, growing tension 
I see my demeanor of change in my every day life 
I can't say s***t because I agree and believe it to be true 
I let you get under my skin 
bleeding my heart to become your tool 
you would think by acknowledging this shyt I wouldn't be da fool.... 
but I'll just sit back and see what time do 
I know I'll never stop loving you strong and true 
No matter what happens I still wish the best for you 
Wow

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