I Know I...

I Know I...

by Khari D. Hawke

I know I am… 
Rude but sweet when you need me to be 
Wise enough to know when you need time 
Not afraid to give you affection when ever however,..but 
Not what you want 

I know I usually… 
Don’t think twice about the love and relationship thing 
Am selfish and only care about my needs 
Don’t fuck with niggas not on the same page as me 
Can see past bullshit 

I know I ain’t….. 
The worlds sexiest dime piece 
The world’s only great dick slanger 
The best with my temper 
Finna pretend like I ain’t hurt 'bout us breaking up 

I know I won’t… 
Be down for long 
Ask you what the fuck you were thinking later 
Beg you to come back into my life 
Say fuck you for everytime I greased my dick to make it spit while calling your name 

I know I learned… 
That patience is a virtue 
I can love hard again 
That I still have baggage I left unburned 
You regret when you don’t go with your first mind 

I know I was… 
Your friend first and will always be 
Someone that made you smile off your roughest days 
Good to you 
The best man for you 

I know I still love you 
But won’t let me let you get that close to me again