This Love

This Love by Khari D. Hawke On This day you told me I should be leaving  Even though a week ago my Grandmother passed  And Im still bereving  Throughout this relationship you were my motivation  My only source of elevation  I gave you all my love and got you a job  Without a thank you  Nor a head nod  you were the only person I thought I'd ever love  Next to you only GOD was above  Me being in love with you I thought was all gravy  Untill today when things are all hazy  I loved you with all my heart  this you have knwn from the start  But today I see its our time to part  I got my things to leave  Ooops!  Forgot.  Here are your keys  Guess I'll move back home  A damn shame  I thought I was grown  Now Im all alone  No soul has to worry  Not even my friends that call me on my phone  I cant stand it  Being trated like shit  By my own family  I wanna get outta here  And get my own  Then Im sure I will be grown  Since I have no one else  I guess I'll be by myself  for a while  This will be a challenge  But Im sure I will manage  I know you dont care  You look at me and see what  AIR...  I used to be frustrated  I was even mad  I've been sad  But now I'm so Glad...  Glad to have had this experience  I couldn't be with anyone since  You...  And...  I'm getting over you  But there is this one part I cant shake loose  The love I have for you is just so true  I try to play it off, nonchalantly  But the inner me hopes that you still want me  I loved you with all of my heart  This you have known from the start  Loving you has been like a wart  Dont really know how it got there  But once its gone  You realize it will forever hold a place in your heart  I have no regrets  And I will never forget  This time...  This love...  May have been as good as it gets.