Monday, January 19, 2009

Tweety I Love You

Tweety I Love You
(my nickname is Tweety)
by Khari D. Hawke



Tweety, I love you 
I will never lie to you 
Let me be the love that feeds your hunger 
That no one else could ever grow to 
Tweety, I love you 
I wanna erase and message 
your pain and emotional war headaches 
Take away your many insecurities 
Internal blemishes and heart strain 
Nurse you back to health 
Making you whole rather than simply being content 
change your mannerism and expectations 
And spoil you to a nothing Or until you can utter nothing else than 
Tweety I love you 
Damn Tweety I apologize 
I apologize for the look in your eyes 
How could you ever forgive me? 
I realize I failed you like I could Fail no other 
I never meant to let you down 
However I let you fall 
When I should have been your Rock 
Yes I was your ground 
The water that planted your tree 
Killing you daily 
Bleeding your heart 
Catering to and pleasing others needs 
I must make it right 
And simply redo myself from feet up 
I was wrong to ever start 
From the head down 
Especially when you bend and settled 
Time and time again 
But never stopped the purity of just being triumph 
Awaiting your time in rage yet humble 
And who'd want to honestly want to give that up 
Tweety I love you 
I loved you from the time 
When you were young 
Innocent, pure, when I've molded you 
Scared, Laughing walking, 
Jumping, craving sitting waiting to run 
Hell I was the one 
Within our deepest of times 
Taught you which way was the best way to cum 
Tweety I love you 
Let me make this right 
Not only just because for 
All this time I've been wrong 
No, I can't take back the things 
I ain't do 
Promises I've made and never kept 
Times I said I would 
And didn't 
This is my brick wall 
I don't know how else 
I can make you understand 
Tweety I love you 
Let me embrace you 
Caress you, truly become the definition 
Of intimacy 
And keep you 
Let me need you, breathe you 
Let me cherish the very essence 
That is you 
Let me sang to you 
The sweetest love songs 
Tweety I love you 
Please understand Tweety 
Because no longer am I standing 
In front of the fucking mirror 
No longer are these empty words 
I'm finally speaking from 
My heart 
Please, Don't judge me 
Now I am real 
Let me promise this day now 
And show progress 
No more convincing myself 
Of rapid repetitions of 
Tweety, I love you 
Premonitions 
And glass houses of made up 
Happy faces 
Built from the services of acceptance plaster 
That only truly real ones 
Can see threw 
To me now I point 
to me now I profess 
"To me" 
Now I have the courage to act 
I know I'm strong enough to believe 
To me now I must be selfish 
and I’ll do it because 
Tweety I love you

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